I Resolve To Let Go Of Fear

Something I have wanted to do for years now is have my own business, set my own hours and live my life freely to be a better mom, friend, and daughter. I talk about it all the time in my head and to a few close people in my life but I'm not so good with the execution. I'm not quite sure why, I think it has something to do with seeing the big picture but I not sure where to start most of the time so I just end up frustrated.

I have worked myself to the point of depression for the past couple of years without even being able to take care of my own health due to financial restrictions. I have just decided that, that is not the way I want to live my life. I know there is a better way and whatever it takes I'm going to find it. We have been conditioned to believe that this 9-5 Monday-Friday way of life is the American dream but I can tell you right now the American Dream sucks. It works for some people but as a single parent, I can't keep up with my own life doing it this way. I feel like a disaster and out of control.